Long absence of emotion and reason...

The reason i titled it that way is coz my internet was out for the best part of 3 weeks, and i really miss blogging and writing notes, and communicating with friends, and during that period i had what was called an absence of emotion, always down and out, and my reasoning was kinda out... Oh how i miss it...

Anyway, i don't know why, but when listening to some songs, i really miss the moments i had with certain people, my brother, my sister, my friends, and someone that i care alot for, and i just miss last year so much that i still cant believe it's gonna be October 2008, and soon Christmas, and soon new year... For the first time in my life, im really dreading the new year, coz alot of changes will happen, and some that will rock my world... I'm ready for it, but i just dont know how long will it take for me to wake up and say "gee, i cant do this anymore" or "omg, my friend is moving far far away and i really miss that friend" and the worst thing is to lose contact... Ok im thinking too much, but better to think then not to think... Get it?

The last few months has been really an eye opener, and finally i woke up and realize, its 2008, its ending, and time passes so freaking fast... After my second semester started, it was kinda boring, ok la, but only 15 ppl in class, 15! omg... but the good thing is we get 2 know each other better, so yeah its ok... hehe... other than that, same old same old, boring life, single, still looking, and i know, everyone hates me... haha jk jk...

It's been a while since i last met my lil bro Aldric and my sis Shalei... One is busy wif PMR and one is in KL... Go figure... miss dem very much... esp my lil bro... looking back at pics from last year, he seems to always be in pics with me, that's how much i love my lil bro... and yet i rarely talk with him coz he has been always busy, and i seem to catch him in a wrong time always... lol...

Back to now, recently RAY had a thanksgiving dinner for the Mission Possible Rally, and it was a blast, and i had a great nite, get 2 hang out with all my friends, after all its not every time an event like dat happens... i get to meet friends from both RAY and LT, and dats great... haha... and LifeTeen, wow, more and more juniors joining, and its getting bigger! which is great, and now that some seniors are retiring due to old age (haha well not dat old... ;-) hehe...) and maybe return as Sub-Core... hehe... ever expanding!

Well, i guess that's it for now... That's pretty much my life now recently in one big wrap.. lol...\

It feels good to blog again... ah...

Cheerio!