Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Guitar man

Once there was a man
And his guitar
They thrilled the world
With their songs and laughs

They toured the world
To filled out stadiums and fans
One after another
A big rollercoaster

Years gone by like sand
What was once a show
Was now a silence
Consigned to the past

With his broken strings he played on
Without a murmur or sight
As the days begin numbered
The end approaching near

Broken strings, broken heart
What does it matter?
Once on top, now bottom out
Keep playing on....

Only

The day's bright and lovely
The sun's shining brightly
You look so lovely
The one love and only

The scene's so lovely
Bright shining lightly
Your face surrounds brightly
Im gonna snap this down slowly

The air's just calm and damp
The breeze is so lovely
Nothing can compare to
The beauty that shines from your face

The sun's slowly setting to the back
The night sky is emerging
No matter what time of day it is
Your radiance will shine forevermore...

Lessons in time...

Look at the fellas down south
Doing so well in their tender years
Watching the vast fields of grey
For the foreign legion

With weapons in hand
And their backs to the wall
One by one they march
To fulfill the dreams of a nation

The answer is not war but love
The weapons are not guns but flowers
The lesson that we all have to learn
Is right in our hands

One by one the bombs go down
Matter of minutes and lives
Innocent ones gone together
At what price we have to pay?

Remember this forever, son
Never start a war
Never fight an unfair fight
Or it will never end...

Time for a change...

Sometimes I just feel like changing, going away, walking away from everything and everyone, and just go far away... I just feel that now I'm no longer wanted here, like I'm only a disturbance to everyone... It's better just to get away from it all and start a new life elsewhere... Again, this is not quitting, but walking away, to prevent any more heartbreaks...

I mean, I care for people, but I don't seem to get that in return... This few days has been really crap, awful, and boring, and no one even bother to text me or drop me a line... When i say Hi or drop a line to people, i get no reply... Fine, if no one wants to talk to me, fine, so be it... And if your reading this and laughing and saying "Baru tau, sepa suruh" and all that crap, you dont know the full story...

Feels just like walking away... I've been so kind and caring enough, but funny enough, that brought so much more heartaches then being an ass and a bad person... Fine... This is what happens when I reach the crossroads... Susah2 I worry about ppl when they don't respond my text, then never reply me again... hmmph...

I really can't stand this anymore, I really want to let it all out... I wish I can just stop now, and release all this emotional baggage.. But I can't... My college again... haihh...

Pondering the next move...