Same Old Story

The blues has come again... this time I hope it won't be anything serious...

Just when I'm so happy and all my burdens lifted, then poof! comes another challenge... No matter, will pray and hope that it will soon be all over... Just that sometimes patience is a virtue... and I'm sure I'm more experienced now not to make the same mistake twice now...

When I was in problem, I had some amazing and blessed people around me, and I'm kinda sad now that I'm not able to contact most of them, either busy due to studies, or can't communicate, or somehow things got complicated... The last part is always the trickiest...

I miss how things were before with some besties, like we're so close and like family, but now we seem like strangers... Honestly, I miss my sis Bianca, and yeah I miss the old days... Not to say now is not good, it's alright, but I miss the before times... You get what I mean... I miss Cassandra too, haven't been able to contact her lately, so hope to see them soon... I miss my bestie Joey, Jerome, Charlotte, Charlene, heck I miss them all! ='( hope they read this, and miss ya loads! They all are wonderful people that I miss so much! =')

Finally Happy!

... but how long will this last? Hopefully longer than ever! XD!

Finally, after all the previous rants and rumbles, I'm glad to say I'm happy! (Almost) All my problems are solved, and I'm glad that I took the right choice and come straight forward and apologise... Yeah, it's my fault, now it's in the past, so let's move on and move forward...

I'm so happy that I'm good again with people that are very close to me, and I'm finally glad that this heavy burden has been lifted, thank God! It was an amazing and wonderful time at RAY camp last weekend, I'm glad that I decided to go even though I knew I would only be there for a day and a half, as I went on the 2nd day due to exams... I'm happy to know I played a part, no matter how small, in helping the camp, especially the prayover...

To finally got forgiveness from your besties is the best thing that can happen, and it did happen to me, and that in itself is a great blessing and relief! =D Now things are alright again, and I guess this is a good closure, the book's finally done, it's time to close that book and open an exciting new one, filled with the unknown ahead.. It's like, yeah, now I can finally move on!

RAY Camp was a big highlight, my only regret was it didn't go on for any longer, and I didn't get to spend much time there due to my exam papers, but it was worth it... Felt a little like a rush though, but no complaints here sir! The day and a half was the best day and a half that can happen! The sessions were good, the prayover amazing, the food delicious as usual ;) and finally the shirt fits! hahaha! XD! Great!

This camp, helped me to help people, healed my own heart, set things straight, cleared up all misunderstandings, focus on God, prayed well, so much positive change, more than ever before... I just felt it, praise God! ^^ sometimes miracles happen when we least expect it... Before camp, I was so emotional, and I was scared with the limited time available, I couldn't do much and it would just pass by, but boy it didn't! It felt like days, and it felt so long, which given my limited time, I felt thankful for that!

Looking forward to the rest of the year!