Honestly...

I feel like so down now, I feel like I'll never have you in a million years, we'll never be together, no one will ever be with me, no one will ever like me, and if I say I like someone, that person will run a million miles away... Sounds familliar?

People can talk with you, but not me... You will answer people's calls, but not mine... I hate the fact that my heart's always unsure, always afraid of getting hurt again, and all... It's hard, I've never had a couple before, so I don't know what to do... Call it stage fright, call it nerves, call it butterflies in the stomach, but there I go...

So what next?