A face to call home...

Insecurity kills. So bad. Words can't describe how damn insecure I am now lately, these days I'm just so affected, so scared of basically nothing, yet the insecurity keeps haunting me inside... Losing a friend is bad enough, but the thought of drifting apart from a BEST friend really kills me inside... Maybe it won't happen, maybe it will, but the thought is there :(

This past couple of weeks has been really lonely; haven't met my besties for a while, and I observed things changed that really caught me off-guard... Seeing how things stood still, or even changed really surprised me... I'm just scared to be so alone now, when all my friends are out there with their own friends, and in the end leaving me behind, leaving me alone...