What's said and done...

sometimes when I look back and think how we got close, and then fell apart, I actually laughed and smiled at what we talked about, how we could finish each other's sentences and read each other's mind, but at the end of the day it didn't worked out, and actually I'm at peace with that, except for 1 funny question: I wonder if all this time before lately, did she ever liked me or had feelings for me? haha! I guess I'll never know the answer to that... some things are best kept a mystery...

oh wait, I guess I do have 1 regret: not telling her how I felt, despite the strong objections that came my way from my best friend, and yeah, I wish I should have just told her and all, but I understand why also, my bestie didn't want me to get hurt, so at the end of the day, it's good also I didn't told her...

I feel like this time, this past few months, I really made an effort to get to know her better, to really understand if she was the one for me; turns out no, for now... I guess I should really move on... but like I said, I can look back with a smile and laugh about it, and it's good that we're still friends now =) so it's alright...