Opposite ends....

In one month, I've gone from an absoulte high to an absoulte low... And the most disappointing thing is that this could have been completely avoided if it wasn't for my own stupid actions... I really let my sis down, I really let her down and disappointed her as a brother, and as a family... Not only that, I also disappointed my best friends and put them in an awkward position...

Last month, I was on an absoulte high after camp, and looking more determined then ever to be a better person... But then this happened, and I think I know why it happened... And I guess I'm thankful that this has been a wake up call that I urgently needed, and the good thing is that me and my sis are OK again, although as all things, time is needed...

I just want to issue a public apology to you whom I have hurt and disappointed over the last week, and I want to make things right... It's in the past now, so forget about it and move on... A brighter future lies ahead...

This last month, especially the last week, has been really tough for me... Too many disappointments overshadow the highs and good moments, and right now I need to get my life back on track... It's no use just talking, I have to walk the talk...

I think I really need a break from life now, just a short break away from everyone to reflect on this past month or so, see what went wrong, and do it right... But I just can't have that break... Its one that I desperately need...

No matter what happens, I will always love my family, my sis and my bro, my bestfriends... This is one for you... With lots of love...